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The only things I know about my boyfriend’s trip are what I find out from other people, because I am far too terrified to ever bring it up with him. Last night I heard him telling his brother that he is booking flights around the 22nd… I have no idea if he means the 22nd of this month or next.

So now I’m having an anxiety crisis and looking up volunteering places and new jobs online because I need a million things to keep my mind busy over the next few months. I cried listening to a fucking Bruno Mars song in the car just before. That is not okay.

  1. pantonesprinkles said: Definitely ask! You need to talk about it with him otherwise both of you will end up unhappy/in the dark about each others feelings towards his trip.
  2. boy-from-school said: Yeah you should definitely ask him. Leaving it too long will just make it worse when he eventually goes away.
  3. lizisbored said: ask! A friend of mine was in a similar situation a while back, it’s so much better to be open and be as prepared as can be xx
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